i've always wanted to wear glasses but whenever i have been to an optician they have told me that my eye sight is perfect. life is just so unfair. conversely, i hate wearing sunglasses and similarly snowboarding goggles; i would rather be blinded by the elements than cover my eyes with tinted lenses. as a compromise to my strange eyewear desires i have taken to wearing a pair of sunglasses on top of my head. i wear them all day at work and sometimes i forget to take them off at home. the problem is that now when i do take them off i can almost still feel them there and i keep patting my head to check. its like having a phantom limb.
ok pizza has arrived.
8:54 p.m. - August 13, 2004
i'd forgotten how traumatic bikini shopping is. it's been a couple of years since i bought one and i must have suppressed. i went to a specialist shop (and by specialist i mean expensive) because i thought it would be easier but it's never easy walking up to a stranger and saying "hi could you please point me in the direction of bikinis for people with porn boobs and regular sized butts". i was directed towards the "separates" which of course were hideous so i decided to fend for myself. luckily, and i really have to thank the stars for this, i found one that fit me pretty quickly because each one i tried on made me feel more uncomfortable with my body and more like a freak. i didn't think i looked that great in it - in fact i went for a run straight after making my purchase - but it fit and unless i was planning to take up full-time skinny dipping it would have to do. later when i was trying it on again at home the cg came into the bedroom. evidently he thought i looked better in it than i did since he made some appreciative sounds and pulled me down onto the bed. funny thing is, after that i thought the bikini looked pretty damn good.
10:28 a.m. - August 13, 2004
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