I haven’t worked for about 13 years. Honestly, I don’t actually need to. However, yesterday someone who seems to be becoming a friend offered me a job. It’s extremely part time, I can do it from home and it involves basic sketching which I like. But, I haven’t touched a laptop in over a decade, I haven’t put myself out of my comfort zone since I quit driving and i’m so far from being in a work mindset i’m not sure I know my way back. I think it would be good for me though, I think it would make me feel a bit more useful and I think it would be good for my daughter to see me working. I know I need to do this but i’m a bit scared, a little bit excited too but definitely a bit scared.

7:43 p.m. - August 30, 2020