we've just spent the last 2 and a half weeks in the bosom of our family (except for cameron who spent most of the time in my bosom...but that's another story) and suddenly i have a big problem regarding the two of us spending thanksgiving...and later christmas...alone. i know we made the decision to move a million miles away from family and friends and i don't regret that decision...and i know that i barely have the right to celebrate thanksgiving as i am not a north american by birth....and i know that i am lucky as hell to have a wonderful someone to be with. i just wish we didn't have to feel like billy no mates and spend special holidays alone.
3:08 p.m. - September 24, 2003
i'm going to bed progressively later each night. by the weekend i'm hoping to be staying up until at least 10pm. how wild and crazy would that be.
i miss DeeDee at work. i walk past her empty office each morning, see her vacant chair and think about how much life she brought to the office. i hope the people she is working with now appreciate her. i think i'll call her tonight and see how things are going.
i'm picky when it comes to people. i try not to be but i just am. all the good people are becoming less and less accessible. i guess i need to meet more good people or stop being so picky and start hanging out with the "bad" ones.
10:29 a.m. - September 24, 2003
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