someone told me yesterday that i look like i've lost weight, which would be great except that i'm pregnant and i shouldn't be losing weight. i've haven't worked out for ages because of my back and i'm still eating (even when i don't want to) so i definitely shouldn't be getting thinner but i am. my trousers are all getting slacker and the coat i was having trouble buttoning is buttoning just fine. being pregnant is the scariest thing that i've ever had to deal with. i have no fucking clue what is going on inside me. i won't be seeing a doctor for another 7 weeks or more (if Christmas gets in the way of my appointment), i have no one to talk to about what's normal during pregnancy because all my family are so far away and no one else knows yet and for all i know my baby is dead. excuse me while i burst into tears.
11:05 a.m. - November 01, 2006
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