i'm feeling pretty pissed about stuff today. and by stuff i mean nothing in particular, just the world and it's inhabitants. i keep catching myself taking long and loud deep breaths. i'm probably driving my co-workers nuts which is kind of bad since they brought a birthday cake to the team meeting today (it even had my name iced on it). for the past 6 months or maybe even a year i keep coming back to the same question "is this it?". i'm like a dog with a fucking bone. this is the way it is, i just need to get over it and start worrying about stuff like which celebrity is dating which and what's happening in the new series of desperate housewives and which stores currently have a great sale. just like everyone around me.
i have the apartment to myself tonight. i'm going to go home, open a bottle of wine and play my music too loud.
4:41 p.m. - September 15, 2005
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