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September 19, 2008 - 7:34 p.m.

i had another driving lesson this afternoon. i drove for 2 hours all around the City of Bath, through a million roundabouts, traffic lights and rush hour traffic and then through a ton of crazy, tiny, winding 60mph country lanes full of trucks and tractors. do i feel good for doing this and doing it well? no i fucking don't. i feel like a failure. i'm so upset/angry/disappointed with myself right now that i feel sick. why is driving such a hard thing for me to do? what the hell is wrong with me?

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