so i�m sitting at my desk listening to club d�elf and thinking about my butt. when i got home from work last night i found a small package in my mail box and on opening it i discovered a black lace thong and some silver earings. the thong was very pretty (black with little pink and red flowers surrounded by lace) but i tossed it aside with a smile because it�s been a long time since i felt comfortable enough with my body to wear one. anyway, when i was getting dressed this morning i decided to try it on and was highly shocked to find that my butt looked a hell of a lot better than i thought it did. then i noticed that my abs were looking pretty flat too. then i dragged out the bathroom scales and they kindly told me that i had lost a couple of pounds (which really surprised me because i�ve been busy replacing fat with muscle which is heavier). all this put me in a really great mood and i rushed into the bedroom, where the coolest guy was still laying in bed, and insisted that he look at my butt. �very nice� he said, �but your cleavage is even better�. i hate that this kind of thing makes me feel good about myself but i�d be lying if i said it didn�t. its not easy being a woman!
10:53 a.m. - February 06, 2003
everyone deserves to be happy and to have someone who cares. for some reason i was thinking about him last night and i realised that, despite what happened, in 'reality' i was never attracted to him. i will not regret anything, i will view it as an essential life experience that showed me that it was the coolest guy who i really loved.
i very rarely write cryptic entries anymore. i very rarely have to.
8:51 a.m. - February 06, 2003
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