this has been the most difficult week we have had since G came into our lives. after the vaccinations on tuesday it was like G was a different baby. she cried and cried and cried for days and when she wasn't crying she just looked sad. it was horrible. i couldn't do anything to comfort her and i almost forgot what it looked like when she smiled. today, however, she seems back to her usual happy self. she has been laughing and smiling and, best of all, she hasn't been crying. i wish that was the last of the vaccinations. i really don't want to put her and us through this again. the next set are supposed to be even worse.
it's midday and i suppose i should get dressed. we have a variety of ideas of things to do today but we don't seem to be particularly close to doing them.
12:12 p.m. - June 21, 2008
i was feeling a bit down this morning. i told the cg that i felt like i would never be able to get in the car on my own and drive it, particularly since i'm not getting any practice. he said that it didn't matter how much practice i got, if i was nervous of driving i would never be able to drive alone. sometimes his support comes in strange ways. i was initially hurt by this but then i realised that i didn't want him and G, or anyone else for that matter, to think less of me so i decided to just get in the car and drive it. ok, so i only went around the corner, did a three-point turn and came back but i did get in the car alone and i did drive. it wasn't great driving or anything, and i nearly peed my pants with nerves, but i did it and if i can do it once i can do it again.
9:29 p.m. - June 18, 2008
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