it's very frustrating not knowing if i'm pregnant or not. mainly because i'm not sure if i need to beat myself with a large stick for having 7 glasses of wine this weekend. it didn't even occur to me that the pregnancy test could be wrong so i went ahead and started making up for the fact that i've been denying myself alcohol and caffeine for the last 3 weeks.
luckily i've managed to distract myself from the guilt and excitement by becoming obsessed with our plans for the future. we are currenly in new talks about a move back to england in the next few years. being of completely different personality types, the cg approaches this idea in a very laid back way, while i, on the other hand, start frantically looking at house prices and train timetables. one idea for a UK location is Brighton. it's not a place i have ever considered before but it wouldn't be a bad idea if we could afford it. the cg could commute to london and we wouldn't be far from his family. plus we'd be by the seaside (and i do like to be beside the seaside..).
2:24 p.m. - July 24, 2006
aunt flo was supposed to visit about 3 days ago but despite the light cramps and nausea which suggested her arrival was imminent she has not yet materialized. light cramps and nausea are also indicators of pregnancy. i was so resigned to the fact that i wasn't pregnant after taking the first home pregnancy test that it's hard for me to even consider that i'm pregnant now but i think i am going to have to do another pregnancy test.
9:39 a.m. - July 24, 2006
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