every year the office building people throw a big party to thank the tennants for sticking around. there are free hot dogs and soda and lots of strange fairground games which generally result in half the office winning tacky baseball caps or frizbees. i decided to give the fun a miss this year and stay in the office. i can't however escape the sound of the band playing downstairs. so far they have played some bee gees, some abba and some other songs that would not be far out of place at a wedding party. if i close my eyes i can see the bit at the end of the evening when everyone is drunk and dancing in an embarrassing manner to songs they usually hate. maybe the music sounds good when it's not being listened to though concrete and glass. maybe not.
play that funky music white boy.
1:01 p.m. - July 19, 2006
after i took the pregnancy test, i got an email from my sister-in-law with photos of their 6 month old baby. baby sam is the reason I finally changed my mind about having children. i totally adored him from the moment i met him. seeing how much he's grown since we were last in england was wonderful but knowing i wasn't ready to have my own child made me feel very sad. but i have to remind myself that it's not all bad.
the cg and i came up with the following reasons why not being pregnant yet is a good thing:
1) we might get to have a spring baby, which is what i really want.
2) i have at least another month to get fitter and stronger for pregnancy.
3) the bathroom/kitchen reno's should all be completed by the time i get pregnant.
4) i can drink all the tea and alcohol i want for the next week.
5) we get to have lots and lots and lots of sex for the next month.
9:21 a.m. - July 19, 2006
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