ironically, i actually feel sick. i also feel empty. which is what i am.
i know i shouldn't have got my hopes up. i know i need to be more patient. it's just that we've waited so long for the situation to be right that i don't want to wait any longer. it will be another few weeks before we can try again and another few weeks after that before we can test again and that could be negative too. we don't have the luxury of time like younger couples.
i'm tired and i feel down but i should try and focus on the good stuff.
10:19 a.m. - June 21, 2006
you can stop knitting those booties. the test was negative.
7:41 a.m. - June 21, 2006
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