i'm dealing with the tea situation by making myself half a cup, taking two moderate to large sips and then throwing the rest away before i weaken again. if this doesn't work to wean me off the leaves i'll have to turn to de-caf.
i'm not unaware of the fact that the likelihood of me being pregnant already is slim. however i still have a great urge to run to the chemist and purchase a pregnancy test. i feel kind of strange today, although that's probably more to do with having various men poking things inside me all week than having a new life taking up residence.
2:48 p.m. - June 09, 2006
i nearly threw a fit this morning when i found out i couldn't get audio streaming of the games at work. in the end if i thought fuck it and put the tv on in the legal library. i watched random 5 minute chunks of the first game (to avoid being fired) and after watching the whole of the first half of the second game in my lunch hour (with a fellow english work mate) i'm currently waiting for the second half to start. there goes the whistle!
12:56 p.m. - June 09, 2006
the world cup starts tomorrow. i like football but i love the world cup. it's not the same watching it here as it is watching it back in england: in england we would watch the matches in a london pub after work, here we have to get up at 6am to watch the early games (minus the beers and bags of crisps); in england everyone knows who's winning and who's losing (including little old ladies, kids and even my mum),the only people interested in the world cup here are people who aren't originally from here. these things aside, it's still very exciting. in fact the cg keeps grabbing me and chanting "world cup...world cup". i hope he's this enthusiastic for the first england game at 6am on saturday!
9:10 p.m. - June 08, 2006
despite my better judgement i keep on reading the mom-blogs. not the ones where everything is hunky dory and everyone skips and smiles all day but the scary ones with screaming kids and anti-depressants. at first they freaked me out. i mean really freaked me out. how the hell would i cope with a screaming kid and no sleep and the apartment turned upside down. now i'm somewhat desensitized. i know parenting isn't a breeze, for one thing you have no idea what kind of kid you are going to get, but i think we'll be ok. i'm not saying there won't be screaming kids (i use the plural because i imagine i will be one of them), or anti-dpressants or a messy apartment but the more i think about it the more ok i am with it. i've been living drama free for way too long. bring it on. (ps no doubt this entry will come back to haunt me at some point).
2:16 p.m. - June 08, 2006
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