"I figure I'll have to do some crazyshit dancing to cheer you up tonight. I'm going to practice a few moves in my office in a minute.
Love you, Ian"
4:38 p.m. - January 18, 2005
i'm really depressed. i'm trying to get on with my work but i just can't focus. i just keep thinking about how difficult it's going to be to visit our families in england now and worse than that i keep thinking about how upset my mum is going to be when she finds this out. the guilt i already feel about living an ocean away from my family is going to increase ten-fold.
12:33 p.m. - January 18, 2005
they've taken away 3 weeks of my vacation time so i probably won't be seeing my family ever again and i won't be getting the pay rise i should have got at the beginning of this month. on the upside they have abolished the $2 beverage payment we make every month. if you want me i'll be in the bathroom slitting my wrists.
10:08 a.m. - January 18, 2005
yesterday there was a "secret" meeting of all the top dogs where i work. today we have a **special staff meeting** at 9am. there are many rumours flying around...most of which i couldn't be bothered to listen to. what i do know is that more changes are coming and probably ones which people won't like. there's never a dull moment where i work. if we go for a week without some sort of organizational restructuring then its been a slow week.
8:32 a.m. - January 18, 2005
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