it must be hormones. it's the only plausible explanation. well except for the insanity one but i'm choosing to reject that. after dragging my feet into work and feeling sad and mad and badly done to all morning i suddenly started to feel better. it was like the sun came out except that it was actually raining cats and dogs outside (not real ones you understand). anyway, i still have 16 items on my "to do" list plus the ones i couldn't be bothered to add to it, and about 6 months worth of filing, but for the moment i think its all going to be ok or rather i just don't care if it's not.
3:13 p.m. - November 16, 2004
the tap in the kitchen at work is having some pressure issues and it has just sprayed cold hot chocolate all over me as i was rinsing out a cup. i am now covered in wet patches, where i have tried to get the chocolate out, and stains that won't budge. i think this is an indication of how my day is going to proceed.
i couldn't sleep last night. when i did occasionally drop off my dreams were full of work, when i wasn't asleep i was thinking about it. my stomach is upset and i have had acne on my face for the last few weeks which is bizarre because the only time that happens is when my parents visit. i'm getting seriously tired of this. i'm here now but i'm pretending that all the bits of paper on my desk have nothing to do with me. i know i just need to suck it up but it's not easy. plus we are having a staff compensation meeting next week which may well be the point when they tell me i'll be working longer hours and getting paid less. the funny thing is that i actually do like my job. if i had an extra set of arms to get all the work done i would be really quite happy.
8:52 a.m. - November 16, 2004
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