i am an emotional wreck. the england game has been over for a while now but the snakes in my stomach are still writhing. i actually feel like i could be sick. we was robbed.
3:05 p.m. - June 24, 2004
a conversation i had with a senior manager in his office today:
me: hi ****. have you got a few minutes to discuss case file updates.
him (staring openly and obviously at my breasts): i have all the time in the world for you. come in, sit down and (with what i guess was supposed to be a cheeky nod) take off your jacket. you look great.
me (sitting down and pulling my jacket closed): thanks but i'm a little cold.
him (grinning): even better.
me: errr..so..the case files. blah blah blah case files blah blah blah.
him: blah blah case files blah blah.
him (as i'm leaving): so it must be better than a pay rise to know how much we love seeing you every day.
me (trying to keep the sarcasm out of my voice and the "ewwwwww" in my head quiet): oh yeah.
i walked into work this morning thinking about how i was going to write in here about how awkward i felt when one of the consultants (a different guy) couldn't keep his eyes off my chest when i was talking to him yesterday. i felt bad for me because its embarrassing talking to someone who isn't looking you in the eyes and i felt bad for him because he actually seemed to be trying not to look at my chest but was failing miserably (bless him). i actually go out of my way not to wear low cut or tight tops but i'm thinking maybe i should take it further and wear a muumuu.
by the way, did i mention that both these guys give out human resource and labour relations advice for a living. how funny is that.
6:12 p.m. - June 23, 2004
we are getting back into B&B mode again. jaz and kaz (brother in law and his wife from the homeland) arrive tomorrow for a week and a bit. if i can put aside my feelings about her being so much nicer than me (don't even ask!) i think we will have a pretty good time while they are staying. we've got a whole bunch of stuff planned and i even get to take a few days off work so i'm a happy chappie.
work will be busy but quiet today. i brought the modern lovers in with me to keep me company. they are doing a good job so far.
8:46 a.m. - June 23, 2004
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