a girl from the upstairs office moved into the cubicle next to me a couple of weeks ago. she has just told me that as of next friday i will once more be sitting alone as she quit her job this morning. my first thought was "do i smell?" however, she's not the only one searching for greener employment pastures. since the new CEO started, i've almost been able to see the hope and happiness being sucked out of the people who work here. i thank the stars that my job isn't my life because if it was my life would suck.
3:04 p.m. - August 11, 2003
we had a quiet but nice weekend that involved lots of super cool home improvement (our apartment is so beautiful i feel like having an open house to show it to people :)). at some point during this D.I.Y. marathon i went to the store to get provisions. as i walked along the seawall, in the bright sunshine, past the boats in the marina, i suddenly felt so happy i thought i was going to cry.
sometimes i get a little annoyed that it took me so long to become the person i am now. i wonder if my life would have followed a different path if i had been as comfortable with myself in my 20's as i am in my 30's or whether i needed to be a bit of a fuck up for a couple of decades in order to become today's me. not that i'm not still a fuck-up. i'm just a happy one now.
10:52 a.m. - August 11, 2003
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