the guy told me to get on the bed and spread my robe. he then squirted goo all over my belly. it was almost erotic except there was a distinct lack of orgasmic pleasure and i had to wear a hideous pale blue patient robe. blue is just not my colour. anyway i get the results of the ultrasound sometime next week.
i'm going to buy a dress tomorrow. i tried it on yesterday but thought i should give myself a few days to decide if i really wanted it or not. for a self confessed "instant gratification" junkie i think this was pretty mature of me. plus i didn't want the stupid cow who "helped" me find my size to get the commission. "are you a large or maybe a medium" she asked as i located a small for myself (hell i know i'm not skinny but i'm only a size 4 on a bad day!!). "fuck you" was what i would have said if i was the kind of person who said that kind of thing but i'm not.
8:19 p.m. - July 17, 2003
i have a hospital appointment this afternoon and a hairdressing appointment tomorrow afternoon. anyone who knows me will know that the latter is scaring me way way more than the former. i've always lived in dread of haircuts, mainly because i have rarely ever left a hairdressing establishment without being on the verge of tears. i have naturally curly hair. i can't get into an elevator without some woman telling me how lovely it is. but in my experience 9 out of 10 hairdressers have absolutely no clue how to cut curly hair. they seem to be oblivious to the fact that real curly hair goes straight when wet and then springs back into ringlets when dry so they cut off way too much and leave me looking like a sheared sheep. the only thing that makes me feel less nervous about tomorrow is the fact that i'm having it cut by the same person who cut it last time and she didn't totally fuck it up. fingers crossed everyone.
11:10 a.m. - July 17, 2003
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