for a while now i've been spending a couple of nights a week sleeping on the couch. although maybe sleeping isn't the right word since its my inability to sleep that has led me to this self imposed ban from the bedroom. the other morning at exactly 4.51am i watched the sky as the sun began to rise behind the mountains and mirrored skyscrapers. it was pink and fluffy and really quite beautiful. unfortunately not all insomnia is quite that pretty. this morning the CG and i had a fight or rather a heated bickering session. he was pissed that i kept him awake last night with my tossing and turning, i was pissed that he was complaining about me spending one night in the comfort of my own bed when i was dead-dog tired and i'd had period pains all day. i couldn't even look at him when he apologised for being a grouch i was so pissed off. and i was too tired to jump down his throat when he changed his story and said he couldn't sleep because he was thinking about work.
i love him. i don't want us sleeping in separate beds in separate rooms. i hope its just a phase.
10:43 a.m. - July 03, 2003
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