the coolest guy's career is like a sleek white yacht on an azure ocean. mine is like a crappy plastic dingy on a mucky pond. financially we are drifting further and further apart and i'm struggling with this. the CG has been and always will be very generous to me but i don't believe being a wife should give you an automatic free-ride and i don't find it easy to take without giving back. however, its getting harder and harder to give back as much as i'm being offered.
i get paid on friday. most of the money is already allocated towards rent, bills and the various flights (vegas, london, vietnam) i'm still paying off. what i have left over will pay for the CG's birthday gift. this means i will be completely skint until i get paid again in 2 weeks time. this means i am going to have a hard time paying for myself when we go out for dinner at the weekend, with a bunch of friends, to an expensive seafood restaurant (i hate seafood btw). there is no question about me going because it is a special occasion so the best i can do is feel shitty that i can't really afford this and feel super-bad that the CG will insist on paying.
3:28 p.m. - July 02, 2003
vancouver won the 2010 olympic bid. i guess i can live with that as long as it doesn't interfere too much with my snowboarding. although maybe that won't be a big concern since the CG kindly reminded me that i'll be in my 40th year in 2010 and i'll probably be too old and cronky to still be snowboarding. i'm already feeling old...it now takes me two days to get over a hangover.
i mentioned in an earlier entry (that i have no recollection whatsoever of writing) that getting drunk is evil and wrong. well the outrageous hangover wasn't my only punishment. while i was drunk i agreed to host a party at my place on friday night which means i have just two days to clean, tidy and get things party perfect. oh god.
2:12 p.m. - July 02, 2003
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