i'm in disco dolly mode. i'm about one step away from making up dance routines to the likes of donna summer and boney m. i've decided that rasputin has to be one of the greatest songs ever written. its so fucking cool. just look at the lyrics:
RA RA RASPUTIN
Lover of the Russian queen
There was a cat that really was gone
RA RA RASPUTIN
Russia's greatest love machine
It was a shame how he carried on
how is that not cool? :)
i can't sleep in the bed tonight. it's too big and cold for one little person. i'm going to watch movies and sleep on the couch. i'll work my way up to the lonely bed tomorrow night.
11:10 p.m. - March 14, 2003
even though the apartment is usually empty when i get home from work it seems quieter knowing that he won't be coming home tonight or the next night or the next. most friday nights i walk home filled with excitement at the thought of getting to spend two full days with the coolest guy. we've been together 13 years. you'd think we'd be sick of the sight of each other by now. but the longer i'm with him, the more i love the time we spend together. everyone at work is being so nice. dee suggested i go sleep over at her place if i feel lonely, lizzies invited herself (complete with wine, movies and face-masks) over to my place tomorrow night and my boss insisted i go for drinks with her after work tonight. she bought me a couple of glasses of local champagne and i have a bit of a buzz going on. on the way home from the bar i walked through the mall and spent $100. i also kept tripping up and laughing to myself. i need the coolest guy to keep me in order.
when i walked into the empty empty apartment there was a note and a bunch of my favourite flowers in a vase. friday nights just aren't the same without him. he'd say "it's just a week. it's no big deal" and i'd slap him and say "you don't love me" but i know he does.
7:06 p.m. - March 14, 2003
the coolest guy is leaving for mauritius this afternoon. we've just met for lunch and a last goodbye. he's only away for a week and a half but that's 10 days too many for me.
1:15 p.m. - March 14, 2003
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