husband is working all hours this week to meet 3 deadlines. i miss him even though he's tap tapping away on his computer in the next room every night. i can't decide if i have too many or just enough social functions (4 potential playdates and 2 evenings out). sounds nice but sometimes i wonder if i do them because i think i should rather than because i actually want to. the older i get, the more i appreciate my own company but at the same time i worry about getting lonely being a SAHM. most of them are playdates with G anyway and i generally think they do her good. getting older hasn't made my thoughts any clearer it seems.
feeling a bit stressed tonight. probably due to lack of sleep and lack of exercise and lack of brain use. head is so fuzzy that when i try to think about what it is that i might be worrying about i just get more fuzzy and worried. not my favourite state of mind to be in. i know i should sleep but like every night i procrastinate. why do i do that. maybe a long walk tomorrow morning in the freezing cold will snap me out of the fuzziness...if i have the energy to get out of bed.
11:04 p.m. - November 29, 2010
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