it's 4.30am and while I could be taking advantage of the fact that my baby girl is fast asleep, instead I am waiting for my husband to get back from the 24 hr supermarket with a pregnancy test. neither of us can sleep until we know for sure and neither of us wants the result to be positive. it's so strange to have the tables turned. after loosing the first pregnancy we waited month after painful month to get a little blue cross, now we are hoping for a solitary line. we are so very very happy with things the way they are. not the mention the fact that i'm thirty-flipping-nine years old and i'm not sure my body or my mind can cope with another pregnancy never mind another baby!! then there is the issue of the house we are about a week away from completing on. on the top floor we have two good sized bedrooms(and two bathrooms), on the middle floor we have a little office for the CG and a bonus room off the living room where guests can stay, plus a kitchen/diner on the bottom floor. it's perfect for us as we are, it's not perfect for a family with two children.
the cg should be home soon, he's had to drive to the next town to get the test. whatever happens we will be ok. and if three of us become four then we'll just have to make it work!
4:38 a.m. - December 09, 2009
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