i did a pregnancy test the other morning - one of the "4 days early" ones. it was a +/- one and the result was so confusing that i had to go to "www.peeonastick.com before i could conclude that i wasn't in fact pregnant. i was pretty pissed off with the false hope. today my period was supposed to start. it didn't so tonight when i got in from work i decided to use the second test in the pack just in case and also to get rid of it because i was never going to use that brand again. the result was still confusing but less so than before. taking into account the fact that i used 'evening urine' and the line, albeit feint, looked blue rather than grey, i ended up going to shoppers drug mart and buying another box of tests (not the +/- ones). to cut a long story short that test showed positive too. therefore i think i'm pregnant. i don't seem to be able to allow myself to believe i definitely am pregnant - to be honest i'm so scared of disappointment that it's easier to be cautious - but a couple of positive pregnancy tests is a good start. tomorrow morning i will do another test with 'morning urine' and hopefully i'll be convinced. then i can start worrying about the fact that i'm emigrating in less than 6 weeks and don't have a doctor (or a home or even a clear idea of where we will be living).
6:44 p.m. - August 22, 2007
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