well it looks like i can stop waking up each morning and hoping i'm going to throw up. i think my period is going to start today. i'm so sad i can't put it into words.
i'm still suffering with terrible back problems. i'm in pain all the time and it hurts even more to move in certain ways. for example bending down to pick an item off the floor is something i no longer take for granted. i know i need to go back to the doctor but doctors annoy me. they barely seem to have the ability to do much more than make a guess about what is wrong which is something i could do myself without sitting for an hour in a waiting room. i don't know what the fuck i'm going to do.
i'm sad and i'm mad and i've had enough of all this.
9:39 a.m. - October 19, 2006
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