my parents left vancouver yesterday. i'm still an emotional blob. we keep talking about moving back to england and then come up with a million reasons why it might not work. it gives me a headache trying to figure out what the best thing to do is. i just can't decide whether we should stay or go. i miss my family but i know that we can have a better life here than there. the problem with not being able to make a decision is that we can't settle down. we can't buy a new couch because we might be leaving, we can't get a cat because we might be leaving, we can't renovate the bathrooms because we might be leaving, we can't pay more into our RRSP's because we might be leaving, we can't make any plans for our future because we might be leaving. i just want a life.
10:01 a.m. - January 13, 2006
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