i was hoping to update more regularly but then stuff happened. someone close to me tried to commit suicide. we waited two very long days before she came out of the coma and then more time while they confirmed that she didn't have brain damage and then more days hoping for positive news of how she was doing. she's not doing well, mentally. i can't do anything about that. i'm home now and i have to focus here on the trivial things like getting my renovations finished and taking my daughter to playgroup. i feel guilty for not feeling as guilty as i think i should for getting on with my life.
other news: my parents are selling their house and moving 4 hours closer to us ie they are buying a place in the town we live in. i haven't lived near my parents since i left home at 18. i'm not sure how this will affect things. i suspect it will either make our relationship stronger or break me altogether. obviously i'd prefer to avoid the latter.
in less than 2 weeks the cg is going to be 40. i was never worried about turning 30 but 40 does seem a little old. i don't feel old, i don't even feel old enough to have a kid sometimes, but the mirror is starting to tell me that i'm no longer a spring chicken. maybe it's time to get rid of the mirrors?
11:11 p.m. - June 30, 2010
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