this is probably due to the fact that i have too much time on my hands right now but i'm having a bit of a stress-a-thon about whether we are moving or not and which ante-natal classes to attend. initially i couldn't find any classes to register with because they were all booked up in my area. now i'm stuck trying to decide between 2 really good ones. both of which are not where we live but one would be ok if we stayed here; the other would be perfect if we could move to the place we want to move to. the whole thing is complicated by the fact that we haven't yet found a place to live in the village we love (it's hard enough to find a rental in a city in the uk, never mind in a small village!) and even if we do find a place we then have to find a way to get out of our contract with the landlord here. i think i might drive myself insane worrying about what the best thing to do is. we also have to factor in the whole hospital vs midwife led unit birth. i'm a big fan of the former option because i like the security of having big machines and clever surgeons close by if it all goes tits up. however, i am so in love with the village we want to live in that i would seriously consider a couple of buckets of hot water and a handful of towells as my birthing plan. i just want to feel settled, even if it's only for a year. i want to be in the right place for us and for our new life with the baby. i want us to make the right decision. i want the move back to the uk to have been the right choice. and it's not like i'm regretting the move. so far, i haven't looked back at all. we are so busy with old friends and family visits and new options that i haven't had time to miss things. i just want the future to be a good one. ok ramble over.
4:05 p.m. - January 08, 2008
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