so i finally calmed down. mainly due to the fact that somehow i managed to bag myself a really great husband who drove for 30 minutes then walked for 15 minutes just to take me out to lunch. we talked. we resolved issues. life is good again. it's not the way it was going to be but it's going to be ok.
for most of my life it's been a nightmare trying to convince myself to go to the gym. tonight i'm feeling very twitchy because i made myself stay home. i've done 5 nights in a row so i'm pretty sure my body needs to rest and mend (i know it needs to because it's sore) but i still have to stop myself from thinking things like "i could just do half an hour". i'd love to believe that this kind of motivation is here to stay but i'm not counting on it. anyway, right now i'm just glad that i'm no longer even close to muffin-topping over my size 4 pants.
on a completely unrelated note, the phrase of the day has to be "wizard knob".
8:35 p.m. - February 27, 2007
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