i had a secret dream of having twins. then i saw a photo of a woman pregnant with two babies. she literally looked like she had swallowed a pig (without chewing). her pregnant belly stuck out so far that i can't believe she didn't topple forward. my secret dream of having having twins is no longer secret and somewhat derailed.
3:20 p.m. - July 18, 2006
i'm going to do a pregnancy test tomorrow. i don't feel pregnant so it's probably going to be negative but i just want to get it done and out of the way so i can stop thinking about it for a few weeks. as much as i'd like things to progress quickly, i'm also ok with waiting a few more months because i'd love a late spring due date. of course, planner that i am, if it doesn't happen in the next few months my itinery for the next 2 years will be totally screwed up.
being a perfectionaist is not easy.
1:00 p.m. - July 18, 2006
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