i'm going for dinner with the pretty balerina and dee tonight. i haven't seen the pretty balerina since liz's wedding party last summer. she is now very pregnant with her second child. dee is kind of worried that we will have nothing to say to her anymore because she is a mum and we are perpetual non-adults. i reassured her that tonight wouldn't be any different to any other night we spent with the pretty balerina because for as long as we have both known her all she was interested in was settling down and having kids and we liked her anyway.
2:28 p.m. - April 06, 2006
i miss him but having the apartment to myself until about 10.30 pm every night is becoming the norm. i get to watch what i want on tv, play what music i want, eat what i want without having to concern myself with cooking for someone else and when i'm ready for bed i still have him there. i could get used to this, although i'm not sure he'll agree to working late for the rest of his life. it does make me think that i'll pretty much adapt to anything. i like the idea of that.
i feel kind of sick today. my head has been pounding all morning, despite taking a couple of painkillers. i never get headaches so i'm feeling pretty delicate. i wish i could go home and spend the day on the couch getting visually intimate with jack bauer but there is some hassle at work and i would feel bad abandoning ship. i figure i'll hold out until i actually throw up and then i can head out without feeling guilty.
10:07 a.m. - April 06, 2006
every halloween and easter i buy a card and some sweeties to send to my niece and nephew (in-law) back in england...and every year i have to buy 3 lots becuase i eat the first two before i manage to get them in the padded envelope. i don't want the kids to forget their uncle. they were born after we left england. it's important to me that they remember that he (and i) exist inbetween our visits home and if that means i have to stuff my face with chocolate a couple of times a year then so be it.
9:54 p.m. - April 05, 2006
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