by the end of the relationship i actually despised him. he was the only person i had felt close to but now i couldn't bear to have him near me. i hated that feeling. i didn't ever want to feel that way about anyone again. i felt bad for him and i felt bad for me. that's just too much feeling. maybe my expectations of people were or are too high. maybe i'm wrong to think that just because i keep trying to make things better other people should be doing that too. the truth is, i just want to be happy and sometimes the path isn't all too clear.
1:21 p.m. - December 05, 2005
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