it sounds like i may have a new job. i'm not sure how i feel about this. the hr big wig and departmental coordinator want to meet with me tomorrow to "discuss ideas" (what ideas, what the hell does that mean???). there was no mention of a formal interview. but there was mention, later from my current boss, about me having to move from my current desk and about people figuring out where all my filing cabinets would go. i like to think that i'm all for embracing change but to be honest i prefer that change to be under my control and this whole thing seems way out. i just keep telling myself that none of this really matters. at the end of the day, i'll come to work, shuffle some papers around and come home same as i always did, i'll just be shuffling papers for different (scarier) people. i also keep telling myself that a promotiom, albeit small, will camouflage the fact that i stuck two fingers up at my university education and gave up on a career a long time ago.
3:38 p.m. - March 30, 2004
so i've been deep thinking for the last couple of days and i've realised all sorts of stuff about love and life and dealing with both or either. i'd like to share my new found knowledge but i can't be arsed. instead i will quote what i feel are probably the funniest lines i've ever heard on tv and let you think about how weird i am:
S: "A bear! You made a bear!"
B: "I didn't mean to!"
S: "Undo it! Undo it!
i listened to knapsack on my way into work. yesterday it was the tree people and the day before was a butthole surfers fest. i'd forgotten how much i love music. i'd forgotten how much it affected me. i'd forgotten who i was. it appears i haven't snapped out of the whole pretentious thinking thang quite yet.
btw, did i mention how super-cool it was to know that my fellow diarylanders are as duficious in the workplace as i am, if not more so.
1:33 p.m. - March 30, 2004
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