i don't know who this came from or how it landed in my inbox but it totally cracked me up
2:04 p.m. - October 24, 2002
it doesn�t make me feel good to realize that only when something REALLY bad happens do i remember that bad things are happening continually. if 700 lives weren�t at risk right now i would probably not be giving even a seconds thought to the russia/chechnya fighting which has been going on intermittently for years.
it's all so screwed up...the world...that i don't know if it can ever be right.
12:28 p.m. - October 24, 2002
my punishment for taking a not so necessary sick day yesterday is that i am in work today and i feel sick and fuzzyheaded. in a way, i�m kind of pleased about this because i like balance.
so, since there is little i can do right now to bring about world peace, i turned my attention, while walking to work, to matters of a more personal nature ie the fact that it would never have worked out between me and brad pitt. its not that i think brad is unattractive (i would have to be blind not to notice that he definitely wasn�t poked with the ugly stick), its just that i�m not really all that attracted to him. to be fair to brad there are very few men that i�ve been seriously attracted to. in fact you could count the number on one hand (even if you�d lost a few fingers). it occurred to me after this revelation that brad and i were not meant to be that maybe this was some sort of defense mechanism on my part. lets face it, i may not be hideously ugly (although i do have the occasional day when i look in the mirror and think that i�m so disgusting that i shouldn�t be allowed out in public) but i�m definitely not model material and even if he loved me for my personality (an idea which i find highly hilarious) i would always be competing for his love against those annoying women who happen to be stunningly good looking and have nice personalities (how unfair is that to the rest of us!). so maybe i reject brad because deep down i know that ultimately he will reject me. what a bastard :)
9:22 a.m. - October 24, 2002
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